Sunday, November 30, 2008
Happy 16th Birthday to
Mr. Lim Fung Soon~ =DD
*The only and one picture me + you took before :(
By the way, sorry bout the surprise =Xx.
Do enjoy tonight :)
*I skipped tuition classes today xD
And left Mum in the mall =X
The reason is simple x)
I stayed up to 12 midnight last night,
and went welcoming Aunt back in KLIA from Beijing & Guangzhou, China at 4am =.="
now I am pretty exhausted...
Luckily, she bought me lots of souvenirs!! xD
From caps, to shoes...she used 3luggages to pack in everything back to Malaysia =DD
Alright, it is undeniable that things from China are unbelievably c-h-e-a-p.
*The necklace :) Only RM3 x)
*Mine!! But...the weather here is kinda odd for me to wear like this =/

*Aunt's oldies baggie :)
*Scarves :)
* For cousin niece :) kawaii~
***11 月 29 日I went to tuition classes as usual :( Supposingly I can go for F.I.R's concert, because Dad has got some tickets from his office.[ Yea, he works at Genting (: ]But... too bad, not many people love this artist,and nobody is willing to go with meWITHOUT worrying bout the hotel, transportation etc...So obviously, Dad has had to give out the tickets to other colleagus :(
By the way,
Today's topic of Biology lesson: Living things' H-E-A-R-T
*The cutest FISH drawing I'd ever seen xD!
*Demo-ing on blood circulation =.= wait, you must be wondering who is he?
I know. I know. Everyone obviously couldn't see his face clearly =X. I promised, I'd take a better picture of his xD. Soon. Very soon, hopefully x)
And *yawn* I was not concentrating again when I started texting around bout next week's outing. I don't know if I shall really go for it =/
Okayy. The entire day seemed so so so wrong again.
Hope to have a bliss of laughter soon xD
Saturday, November 29, 2008

那些日子已经过了,时间在我不知不觉中也走了。从本来假装没事的你我终于能够慢慢接受这个恶作剧了。有时候你可能从来都没在乎以前的事情,并且一直都把过去的乘来在心底。但无所事事的我却还会想起那些喜怒哀乐的时刻。那些爱过的感觉都太深刻了,所以我都还记得。现在的我俩已经拥有属于自己的梦想去追,并且不能够在一起分享每一分钟了。
我会很
怀念那段日子,但
绝对不会幻想太多了。=] 请你放心吧。其实你可能从来都没注意到我一直有多在乎他们说的一切。虽然是时隔许久,但我的心还有一些没办法形容的感觉。每次碰面的时候他们都说了一些关于我们的往事。特别是有一句话是从来没改变的 (我不方便在这儿写下)。每个幸福的画面和相遇的镜头; 我也希望还留在你的回忆里。 =]
我错了,
泪干了,
放手了,
后悔了,
只是回忆的音乐还旋转着,
要怎么听呢。。。
幸福; 你已找到了~
Friday, November 28, 2008
Having a great time couldn’t stop me from thinking of it :(
I couldn't stop myself from ...
Duh...cut the crap =.=" talking bout it here is not important anymore.
=DD So today I went for Twilight =DD with besties + friends...
Shopping around with guys that will never complain is great :)
Talking over and over about the movie is nice :D
Walking under the rain while a guy indeed brought an umbrella is unexpectable :)
Walking out of a restaurant without ordering anything is my first attempt LOL! :D
斗嘴 with 文彬 is also fun . ha-has =D
Listening to your past is abit...weird =Xx Anyway I do enjoy :)
Talking bout the movie, the fella below is the one starring Edward Cullen.

OmFg =.=" how come he looks so handsome here but not in the movie?? =Xx
I seriously scare of him if I were Isabella Swan LoL :P
~his face is freaking white ohmaiigwad...
***
RM10 * Rm15 *Rm1o * RM15
What a bargain =DD bought lots of clothes today,
super excited over it until...
I reached home and tried the shorts =.="
I seriously couldn't fit into a M size short! WTH??
Alright, I am fat. Indeed f-a-t.
And Mum wants me to lose weight
by consuming some "healthy" products or whatsoever.
Forget your 'brilliant' idea please.
I won't and I don't have to.
Today also..
I started to know more bout you again,
bout your past, your sadness over it,
and how much it hurts until the scar is still clearly seen deep in your heart.
I felt bit weird excited when you actually tell me this LOL.
But...anyway thanks for telling =Xx.
*Today I didn't snap a single photo, without my camera along =X. Deepest apology for it LOL. Everyone, do enjoy Twilight. Don't watch till sleep =Xx ~
Creativity in Photographing (:
I found them *somewhere*...
And they looked great :)


Thursday, November 27, 2008
Her text reads, “Can you actually try to voice out something instead of giving me that
stupid, simple fucking meaningless word??”
Okayyy. This well-described word is referred to
S-O-R-R-Y.
Yesyesyes. I guess it should not be
as colorful as rainbow for it never brings happiness to me within my spirit. It is just a five-letter word, which doesn’t bring any significance anymore when you
used to do something against one’s feeling on PURPOSE.
Her letter reads, “But you will never know what lurks in the heart there.”
Again, is it called “
adding salt into the wound”?
The thing has clearly happened; it is
undeniable.
This may sound too torturing when I have had learnt to accept the truth :(
Perhaps I could twist everything into a simple, straightforward one.
[Mind my childish, grotesquely odd mind]
Tolerance is utterly expected. Don't be selfish, do be more understanding.Blablabla.whatsoever piece of shit it is.I couldn't find myself a simple reason to act so patient yet happy over it :( *This very intricate dispute I’m facing is immensely horrible!”***About the undesirable frightening nature:[Mind my exaggerated tone]I have discovered the
hidden secrets :(
I believe, I have unwittingly gone
FOOLISH, for the previous week, for the past two weeks, for the entire life of mine.
The ridiculously incongruous fact that I shouldn't tell anyone; yet I let some people knew bout it. To my surprise, their reaction is much greater than mine :)
I know there's no point of getting so furious over it anymore for it can no longer be changed,
I love all of you. Thanks alot.

*放手,放开所有
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
.:: Tagged by BestieLimei...Title: Everytime.Alright. I will do people in my linkies list T_T" freaking long, mygawd =.="
*Starting with GUYS first...*
Everytime I look at
♂Beannnn^*~, I feel it's funny. Ugh, I don't know what is so funny bout the stare, but anyway it had been a long time since I met you :(
Everytime I look at
♂Bear^*~, I dare not to have eye to eye contact with him. Sounds weird?? @_@" forget it. Since I haven't meet him for so long as well :(
Everytime I look at
♂BiLLy^*~ .. Wait~ I haven't seen him before actually =Xx
Everytime I look at
♂BraN^*~ , I don't know what is he thinking about :(
Everytime I look at
♂BrianW^*~ ... Same goes to this =.="
Everytime I look at
♂Chu Kean^*~, he brings laughter to me =D, with his cheerful look even when he is not in a good mood :)
Everytime I look at
♂Chun Kit^*~, I feel like slapping him LOL. He always bully me T_T I don't know why.
Everytime I look at
♂Daryl^*~ , owhhh his picture I mean :) He looks okayy, and I like being close friends with him. I miss the moments we always chatted together last time :(
Everytime I look at
♂ ♥ Fung SooNnn^*~, I wonder if what they say is true LOL!! =X okayy, take it as a joke if you want. He is nice :) I adore him.
Everytime I look at
♂Jacky^*~, I hate looking at him anyway =Xx. No further elaboration.
Everytime I look at
♂Jen Hoe^*~, I love laughing with him xD He is ermmm...a great friend of mine. And everytime I feel that he is cute LOL!
Everytime I look at
♂Jia Liang^*~, he blushes =.=" i taktau kenapa jugak.
Everytime I look at
♂ ♥ Jia Meng^*~, he will ask, "What? Why look at me like that? o.O" .LOL! I guess he doesn't like people staring at him guaaa =Xx..
Everytime I look at
♂Jun Kang^*~, we just smile and leave. No further conversation. Nothing. We don't talk much :(
Everytime I look at
♂Jun Yeong^*~, he... I... I don't know how to describe. He is just a plain friend of mine.
Everytime I look at
♂Ka Wah^*~, I feel that he wanna scold or tease people again xD!! But he is nice lar =D
Everytime I look at
♂Kai Chi^*~,ermmm...I just met him once I think. He is great :)
Everytime I look at
♂Kah Wei^*~, I can sense the friendliness from him :)
Everytime I look at
♂Keith^*~, he talks alot =Xx. Feeling more outgoing with this friend :)
Everytime I look at
♂Ken^*~, nothing happens =.=" we're...err...sekadar schoolmates =X
Everytime I look at
♂Ken Yap^*~, I always feel that he is cute!! xD. A good neighbour of mine :)
Everytime I look at
♂Kok Keong^*~,I wish to say hi to this stranger =Xx. I mean I don't know him, and hope to be friends someday =)
Everytime I look at
♂ ♥ MerV^*~, he is shy. In fact, to me, he is super shy most of the time. The longer you get along with him, slowly you will know more bout him :)
Everytime I see
♂OngZai^*~, urmmm...*no comment* =X
Everytime I look at
♂SaKai^*~, I think he is funny and cheerful all the time. But I was wrong :( As you know, everyone could be sad at times...
Everytime I look at
♂ ♥ Spell^*~, I am sure that he is my bestestest guy friend ever :) Ihearthim.
Everytime I look at
♂Steven^*~, he couldn't stop calling me "uber innocent girl" =.= Again, he always bully me =Xx.
Everytime I look at
♂Wei Yang^*~, I don't know this person well anyway, hopefully he is alright now :)
Everytime I look at
♂Weng Lord^*~, I would like to scold him if he bullies me again =X. But if he speaks nicely to me, then everything shall be fine...
Everytime I look at
♂Yong Han^*~, the talkative part of him is revealed again xD. He talks alot sometimes ONLY =.=
Everytime I look at
♂Yong Sheng^*~, I feel that he is very much different than others. Don't know why, but that's it = =
Everytime I look at
♂Zaizai Mun^*~, I wish to give him advice again xD. But too bad, we seldom speak these days :(
*Continue by GIRLS*Everytime I look at
♀AleXandra^*~, she is a true animal lover I ever knew =DD
Everytime I look at
♀Alicia^*~, I don't really think she is 'naughty' LOL. Perhaps I don't know her too well yet T_T
Everytime I look at
♀Amanda^*~, I don't really feel that what others talk bout her is true...perhaps we seldom communicate guaa =Xx
Everytime I look at
♀Amyyy^*~, I always feel that she is a nice girl I have met. And I miss so much the days we had during our past :)
Everytime I look at
♀Chee Chean^*~, she is a quiet one :)
Everytime I look at
♀Chee Kuan^*~, I wish to play play and play with her all the time. xD The joy she brought is irreplacable...
Everytime I look at
♀Chiou Hwa^*~, I wonder why... Again, I am not close with this pretty girl :(
Everytime I look at
♀Ching Yee^*~, I thought of the past once again :)
Everytime I look at
♀DaPhne^*~, I can feel that she is always awesome =DD I love her :)
Everytime I look at
♀Hong Shi^*~, I hope to know more bout her :(
Everytime I look at
♀Hsin Yiee^*~, she is nice =DD to everyone basically.
Everytime I look at
♀Hui Ping^*~, she is cute!! Simple yet nice =DD
Everytime I look at
♀Iza^*~, I know she never forgets me since primary :/ although we don't talk much...
Everytime I look at
♀Jacqueline^*~, I wanna know what's her secret of...*it* LoL..
Everytime I look at
♀Julia^*~, I miss her alot...for *unknown reasons*
Everytime I look at
♀ ♥ Kei Yan^*~, I try to recall the day I first met her. I wish she could tell whatever she had. Being a moody person is not her style anyway :(
Everytime I look at
♀Lee Chin^*~, I hope...but I can't... hehes...
Everytime I look at
♀ ♥ Li Mei^*~, I know; I adore her very much
♥♥♥Everytime I look at
♀May Yen^*~, I adore her :)
Everytime I look at
♀Mei Keit^*~, I'd wish to tell her something... But finally I failed :(
Everytime I look at
♀MiNa^*~, I love her too. Ha-hass,hope to be in the same class again next year :)
Everytime I look at
♀Mun Chingggg^*~, Oh wait... I didn't see you before. Sorry.
Everytime I look at
♀Nicole^*~, I can see a polite girl whom is well-brought up :)
Everytime I look at
♀Sharon^*~, her smile kills people :)
Everytime I look at
♀Siew Qi^*~, I miss her because I have not been seeing her since '07 :(
Everytime I look at
♀Sook Kuan^*~, I felt the sexiness of hers =Xx. Yeaaa, her and her clothes.
Everytime I look at
♀Stefanie^*~, I miss the laughter of us during Form2s. We obviously don't learn that time, but playing most of the time xD!!
Everytime I look at
♀Swee Yeng^*~, I wish to chat non-stop with her :( it has been such a longgggggg time since our laughter be heard together...
Everytime I look at
♀Szu Wah^*~, I know that she can protect everyone including me from her dream guy, Mr.HowCW xD. Hearts her being our WahJie always xD.
Everytime I look at
♀Tee Yen^*~, I want to see her smiley face :)
Everytime I look at
♀Trisha^*~, she is a gorgeous lady I have ever known :) I miss lots of things in the past
Everytime I look at
♀ ♥ ViVi^*~, I couldn't stop saying '48poh' =Xx. I heart her anyway.
Everytime I look at
♀Wai Sin^*~, I see a changed girl into a beautiful lady. However, I'd wish we could be close like how we were last time :)
Everytime I look at
♀Wee Ching^*~, I SMILE.
Everytime I look at
♀Wei Lee^*~, I don't know what to say =Xx, I felt sad for it anyway...
Everytime I look at
♀Xin Li^*~, I recalled something happened in my life. I'm glad that we're still friends :)
Everytime I look at
♀Yean Chi^*~, I wish to greet her :)
Everytime I look at
♀Yen Yi^*~, I wish to hug her xD. She is...awesome~
Everytime I look at
♀YeYe^*~, I don't think I ever know you =.="
Everytime I look at
♀Ying Xing^*~, I wanna tell her not to avoid the touch LOL.
Everytime I look at
♀Yan Yan^*~, I wantwantwant to hang out with her someday :( I miss her too much...
Everytime I look at
♀Yong Wei^*~, I see a baby face looking girl with a super polite manner :)
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Attention to all SMKBBSPians except Form3s n 5s...
Today I went to school...
And found out that our year-end result will be delivered by post.
Or I should say, 'had been delivered' by post :)
You will receive it shortly___perhaps in 2 or 3 days time...
First, you will receive an envelope posted to your house :)

The first piece of paper is our academic result...

And the second one is co-curricular result.
This is what I !#$%^&*() them =X
Coz...I get a grade E for it :(
They didn't put in my club/society's result T_T"
P/S: Don't burn off your result when you receive it please. xD
***
Went to night market after tuition again.
This time, I spent alot =Xx
It's unavoidable xD!!
We reached there too early, I guessed =X
That's why I couldn't have a wider look at my beloved clothes..
Met Mr.Chong TWICE,
and with his blur look, he couldn't see us xD
P/S: I have such big reaction because of you and him xD
"Love overflow" ___*Had this drink in Leo's Cafe =Xx
Monday, November 24, 2008

What mood you're in now?
.:: Boring tuition day *yawn*
Everyone seems sleepy =Xx
Nothing to elaborate bout today here.
Oh did I mention that I stopped hating you?
You made me worried :(
♥♥♥
It falls on Thursday, 27 November 2008.
Both
Twilight and
Bolt will be showing on cinemas =D

Almost everyone is great fans of Twilight. As for me, I haven't finish reading the book yet @_@"and I don't even have time to finish it up LoL. So...I shall watch the movie first =D

And this cute thing
♥♥♥ I wanna watch it badly xDI need a day for movie marathon badly T_T
I have missed my chance to watch a lot of ghost movies in cinema,
because they're all 18PL. And GSC workers never allow me in, I don't know why = =
And I have stressful unavoidable tuition classes for the entire week @_@"
*SiGh*
OmG did I mention that a stalker just called ?
Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.
_.: Tagged by TheNaughtiestGirlOfTheWorld xDQuestion: What is your name? (Please give one answer)诗慧 =.=”
Question: What is your nickname? (Please give two answers)阿鱼~ ;
死鱼 xD
Question: Three books which you often read? (Please give three answers)17,
CLEO,
E-PoP
Question: The things gained from Blogging? (Please give four answers)1... 多了解别人 ;
2... 进步我的英语 ;
3...
浪费多点时间 xD ;
4... 玩少点Friendster =Xx
Question: Your favorite food? (Please give five answers)1...
日本菜 ;
2... 海鲜 xD!! ;
3...
巧克力~ ;
4... 棉花糖 ;
5...
麻辣面Question: Favorite songs? (Please give six answers)1...
被风吹过的夏天 ;
2...
说好的幸福呢 ;
3...
小酒窝 ;
4... 带我走 ;
5... 我还想他 ;
6... 给我一首歌的时间
Question: Places that you wish to go? (Please give seven answers)1... 意大利 ;
2... 西班牙 ;
3... 马尔代夫 ;
4... 韩国 ;
5... 日本 !! ;
6... 普吉岛 ;
7...
书展 ^^
Question: All-time favorite movies, dramas, or animes? (Please give eight answers)1...
无敌珊宝妹2... 溏心風暴之
家好月圓3... 法政先鋒2
4...
珠光宝气5... 微笑Pasta
6...
Madagascar2 !!7... 奖门人
8... 换换爱
Question: Items that you wish to obtain? (Please give nine answers)9个 那么多?我没有那么贪心啦~ 也没有追求些什么。 我只希望能够拥有
美好的结果~ :)
[
No tagging list :) ]
Sunday, November 23, 2008
So yesterday I have learnt about creative writing during English lesson. I couldn’t write a stunning one like Mr. Murugan’s, and mine is nothing compared to a novelist’s. But I am pretty convinced that this not-so-impressive essay could make a difference someday.
♠ ● ♣ ● ♠
Searching for a tune of bittersweet melody, things just seemed starting to rhyme when people are already on the journey of seeking the dreams. Keeping myself awake at this breezy midnight, I can feel the coldness coming from outside, just like the way I am feeling deep in my heart’s core.
A moment of eternal bliss once took my heart away, soared it high, up into the sky but this very moment vanishes into thin puffs of air in just a blink of eyes. Now, your blithe ignorance of my tortured soul causes me running away from my fear of what comes tomorrow, from what the future might hold, and from all the pain I keep inside of me.
Blinded by pride, you failed to see how these eyes have wept before you although now they can weep no more. You have made them once sparkled with life and gaiety, and now you too, made them stared into space, void and empty. Yet, I am still trying to remember when the love you planted turned away from me, when the weather changed from a warm evening breeze to freezing rain.
To Him I pray night by night; hoping all that I did, will you say right.
To Him I ask, mine you forgive; every single wrong, this long I’ve made.

Until this second, I’m still all right. I look into the mirror and see this medium average person. I am average, not stunning, not ugly; do not expect much, am never too disappointed. A little tired, a little sad, but not falling apart.
If thoughts of mine reach yours this night, do bear in mind forever:
I heart you all these times.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Ermmm practically I am introducing you this shop
IF you are not awared of it yet :)
It is just opposite the Leo's cafe in TheStore.
It is my second time of visiting it besides the day for Kang's celebration...
Basically,
it is a family business,
comprises of two adults,
a VictoriaInstitution scholar,
and also a SeriSentosa girl.
*The
cute name xD
And the dishes:::



Today I went there again.
Waitress: What you want?
Dad: Erm this, this and this [pointing at the menu; He ordered 4 sets of whateverchop rice]
Waitress: Ohh okayyy...
*awhile later*
Waitress: Sorry. We have only 3 bowls of here. So...would you mind to change one of the sets into noodles?
Dad: @@"
Waitress: Oh wait. I can buy rice from the opposite shop [referring to Leo's]. Nevermind, you don't have to change your order :/
Dad: Ohh okayy =.="
So this is the service? LoL. Showing that it is indeed a pretty small business @@"
The food is okayyy.
The service is also just okayyy.
But I adore it :) Idon'tknowwhy~
Friday, November 21, 2008
___Picture talk on a day back to my hometown

*Woke up so early in the morning, yet I can pose with a sleepy look xD

*Maii breakfast --- the famous
WanTanMee in my kampung
Then, I visited the
RM2 shop AGAIN,
but too bad this time I couldn't find any Pooh&Friends UNO cards anymore :(

*The
modern grandma [not mine xD] who sells
veges in the market.
The reason I snapped her is arh...
She looks like the
Grandmother in
Madagascar2 xD!!

*Taught her to be on camera xD

Spot the
fruit :)

*Something we couldn't find in KL :)

The insect that doesn't move when I have my camera so close to it xD

*The little escape...
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To the vegetable farm of my grandma's =)
___Our lies now are just more sophisticated; our words to deceive, more eloquent.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Happy 16th Birthday to
Mr. Lim Fung Soon~ =DD
*The only and one picture me + you took before :(
By the way, sorry bout the surprise =Xx.
Do enjoy tonight :)
*I skipped tuition classes today xD
And left Mum in the mall =X
The reason is simple x)
I stayed up to 12 midnight last night,
and went welcoming Aunt back in KLIA from Beijing & Guangzhou, China at 4am =.="
now I am pretty exhausted...
Luckily, she bought me lots of souvenirs!! xD
From caps, to shoes...she used 3luggages to pack in everything back to Malaysia =DD
Alright, it is undeniable that things from China are unbelievably c-h-e-a-p.
*The necklace :) Only RM3 x)
*Mine!! But...the weather here is kinda odd for me to wear like this =/

*Aunt's oldies baggie :)
*Scarves :)
* For cousin niece :) kawaii~
***11 月 29 日I went to tuition classes as usual :( Supposingly I can go for F.I.R's concert, because Dad has got some tickets from his office.[ Yea, he works at Genting (: ]But... too bad, not many people love this artist,and nobody is willing to go with meWITHOUT worrying bout the hotel, transportation etc...So obviously, Dad has had to give out the tickets to other colleagus :(
By the way,
Today's topic of Biology lesson: Living things' H-E-A-R-T
*The cutest FISH drawing I'd ever seen xD!
*Demo-ing on blood circulation =.= wait, you must be wondering who is he?
I know. I know. Everyone obviously couldn't see his face clearly =X. I promised, I'd take a better picture of his xD. Soon. Very soon, hopefully x)
And *yawn* I was not concentrating again when I started texting around bout next week's outing. I don't know if I shall really go for it =/
Okayy. The entire day seemed so so so wrong again.
Hope to have a bliss of laughter soon xD
Saturday, November 29, 2008

那些日子已经过了,时间在我不知不觉中也走了。从本来假装没事的你我终于能够慢慢接受这个恶作剧了。有时候你可能从来都没在乎以前的事情,并且一直都把过去的乘来在心底。但无所事事的我却还会想起那些喜怒哀乐的时刻。那些爱过的感觉都太深刻了,所以我都还记得。现在的我俩已经拥有属于自己的梦想去追,并且不能够在一起分享每一分钟了。
我会很
怀念那段日子,但
绝对不会幻想太多了。=] 请你放心吧。其实你可能从来都没注意到我一直有多在乎他们说的一切。虽然是时隔许久,但我的心还有一些没办法形容的感觉。每次碰面的时候他们都说了一些关于我们的往事。特别是有一句话是从来没改变的 (我不方便在这儿写下)。每个幸福的画面和相遇的镜头; 我也希望还留在你的回忆里。 =]
我错了,
泪干了,
放手了,
后悔了,
只是回忆的音乐还旋转着,
要怎么听呢。。。
幸福; 你已找到了~
Friday, November 28, 2008
Having a great time couldn’t stop me from thinking of it :(
I couldn't stop myself from ...
Duh...cut the crap =.=" talking bout it here is not important anymore.
=DD So today I went for Twilight =DD with besties + friends...
Shopping around with guys that will never complain is great :)
Talking over and over about the movie is nice :D
Walking under the rain while a guy indeed brought an umbrella is unexpectable :)
Walking out of a restaurant without ordering anything is my first attempt LOL! :D
斗嘴 with 文彬 is also fun . ha-has =D
Listening to your past is abit...weird =Xx Anyway I do enjoy :)
Talking bout the movie, the fella below is the one starring Edward Cullen.

OmFg =.=" how come he looks so handsome here but not in the movie?? =Xx
I seriously scare of him if I were Isabella Swan LoL :P
~his face is freaking white ohmaiigwad...
***
RM10 * Rm15 *Rm1o * RM15
What a bargain =DD bought lots of clothes today,
super excited over it until...
I reached home and tried the shorts =.="
I seriously couldn't fit into a M size short! WTH??
Alright, I am fat. Indeed f-a-t.
And Mum wants me to lose weight
by consuming some "healthy" products or whatsoever.
Forget your 'brilliant' idea please.
I won't and I don't have to.
Today also..
I started to know more bout you again,
bout your past, your sadness over it,
and how much it hurts until the scar is still clearly seen deep in your heart.
I felt bit weird excited when you actually tell me this LOL.
But...anyway thanks for telling =Xx.
*Today I didn't snap a single photo, without my camera along =X. Deepest apology for it LOL. Everyone, do enjoy Twilight. Don't watch till sleep =Xx ~
Creativity in Photographing (:
I found them *somewhere*...
And they looked great :)


Thursday, November 27, 2008
Her text reads, “Can you actually try to voice out something instead of giving me that
stupid, simple fucking meaningless word??”
Okayyy. This well-described word is referred to
S-O-R-R-Y.
Yesyesyes. I guess it should not be
as colorful as rainbow for it never brings happiness to me within my spirit. It is just a five-letter word, which doesn’t bring any significance anymore when you
used to do something against one’s feeling on PURPOSE.
Her letter reads, “But you will never know what lurks in the heart there.”
Again, is it called “
adding salt into the wound”?
The thing has clearly happened; it is
undeniable.
This may sound too torturing when I have had learnt to accept the truth :(
Perhaps I could twist everything into a simple, straightforward one.
[Mind my childish, grotesquely odd mind]
Tolerance is utterly expected. Don't be selfish, do be more understanding.Blablabla.whatsoever piece of shit it is.I couldn't find myself a simple reason to act so patient yet happy over it :( *This very intricate dispute I’m facing is immensely horrible!”***About the undesirable frightening nature:[Mind my exaggerated tone]I have discovered the
hidden secrets :(
I believe, I have unwittingly gone
FOOLISH, for the previous week, for the past two weeks, for the entire life of mine.
The ridiculously incongruous fact that I shouldn't tell anyone; yet I let some people knew bout it. To my surprise, their reaction is much greater than mine :)
I know there's no point of getting so furious over it anymore for it can no longer be changed,
I love all of you. Thanks alot.

*放手,放开所有
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
.:: Tagged by BestieLimei...Title: Everytime.Alright. I will do people in my linkies list T_T" freaking long, mygawd =.="
*Starting with GUYS first...*
Everytime I look at
♂Beannnn^*~, I feel it's funny. Ugh, I don't know what is so funny bout the stare, but anyway it had been a long time since I met you :(
Everytime I look at
♂Bear^*~, I dare not to have eye to eye contact with him. Sounds weird?? @_@" forget it. Since I haven't meet him for so long as well :(
Everytime I look at
♂BiLLy^*~ .. Wait~ I haven't seen him before actually =Xx
Everytime I look at
♂BraN^*~ , I don't know what is he thinking about :(
Everytime I look at
♂BrianW^*~ ... Same goes to this =.="
Everytime I look at
♂Chu Kean^*~, he brings laughter to me =D, with his cheerful look even when he is not in a good mood :)
Everytime I look at
♂Chun Kit^*~, I feel like slapping him LOL. He always bully me T_T I don't know why.
Everytime I look at
♂Daryl^*~ , owhhh his picture I mean :) He looks okayy, and I like being close friends with him. I miss the moments we always chatted together last time :(
Everytime I look at
♂ ♥ Fung SooNnn^*~, I wonder if what they say is true LOL!! =X okayy, take it as a joke if you want. He is nice :) I adore him.
Everytime I look at
♂Jacky^*~, I hate looking at him anyway =Xx. No further elaboration.
Everytime I look at
♂Jen Hoe^*~, I love laughing with him xD He is ermmm...a great friend of mine. And everytime I feel that he is cute LOL!
Everytime I look at
♂Jia Liang^*~, he blushes =.=" i taktau kenapa jugak.
Everytime I look at
♂ ♥ Jia Meng^*~, he will ask, "What? Why look at me like that? o.O" .LOL! I guess he doesn't like people staring at him guaaa =Xx..
Everytime I look at
♂Jun Kang^*~, we just smile and leave. No further conversation. Nothing. We don't talk much :(
Everytime I look at
♂Jun Yeong^*~, he... I... I don't know how to describe. He is just a plain friend of mine.
Everytime I look at
♂Ka Wah^*~, I feel that he wanna scold or tease people again xD!! But he is nice lar =D
Everytime I look at
♂Kai Chi^*~,ermmm...I just met him once I think. He is great :)
Everytime I look at
♂Kah Wei^*~, I can sense the friendliness from him :)
Everytime I look at
♂Keith^*~, he talks alot =Xx. Feeling more outgoing with this friend :)
Everytime I look at
♂Ken^*~, nothing happens =.=" we're...err...sekadar schoolmates =X
Everytime I look at
♂Ken Yap^*~, I always feel that he is cute!! xD. A good neighbour of mine :)
Everytime I look at
♂Kok Keong^*~,I wish to say hi to this stranger =Xx. I mean I don't know him, and hope to be friends someday =)
Everytime I look at
♂ ♥ MerV^*~, he is shy. In fact, to me, he is super shy most of the time. The longer you get along with him, slowly you will know more bout him :)
Everytime I see
♂OngZai^*~, urmmm...*no comment* =X
Everytime I look at
♂SaKai^*~, I think he is funny and cheerful all the time. But I was wrong :( As you know, everyone could be sad at times...
Everytime I look at
♂ ♥ Spell^*~, I am sure that he is my bestestest guy friend ever :) Ihearthim.
Everytime I look at
♂Steven^*~, he couldn't stop calling me "uber innocent girl" =.= Again, he always bully me =Xx.
Everytime I look at
♂Wei Yang^*~, I don't know this person well anyway, hopefully he is alright now :)
Everytime I look at
♂Weng Lord^*~, I would like to scold him if he bullies me again =X. But if he speaks nicely to me, then everything shall be fine...
Everytime I look at
♂Yong Han^*~, the talkative part of him is revealed again xD. He talks alot sometimes ONLY =.=
Everytime I look at
♂Yong Sheng^*~, I feel that he is very much different than others. Don't know why, but that's it = =
Everytime I look at
♂Zaizai Mun^*~, I wish to give him advice again xD. But too bad, we seldom speak these days :(
*Continue by GIRLS*Everytime I look at
♀AleXandra^*~, she is a true animal lover I ever knew =DD
Everytime I look at
♀Alicia^*~, I don't really think she is 'naughty' LOL. Perhaps I don't know her too well yet T_T
Everytime I look at
♀Amanda^*~, I don't really feel that what others talk bout her is true...perhaps we seldom communicate guaa =Xx
Everytime I look at
♀Amyyy^*~, I always feel that she is a nice girl I have met. And I miss so much the days we had during our past :)
Everytime I look at
♀Chee Chean^*~, she is a quiet one :)
Everytime I look at
♀Chee Kuan^*~, I wish to play play and play with her all the time. xD The joy she brought is irreplacable...
Everytime I look at
♀Chiou Hwa^*~, I wonder why... Again, I am not close with this pretty girl :(
Everytime I look at
♀Ching Yee^*~, I thought of the past once again :)
Everytime I look at
♀DaPhne^*~, I can feel that she is always awesome =DD I love her :)
Everytime I look at
♀Hong Shi^*~, I hope to know more bout her :(
Everytime I look at
♀Hsin Yiee^*~, she is nice =DD to everyone basically.
Everytime I look at
♀Hui Ping^*~, she is cute!! Simple yet nice =DD
Everytime I look at
♀Iza^*~, I know she never forgets me since primary :/ although we don't talk much...
Everytime I look at
♀Jacqueline^*~, I wanna know what's her secret of...*it* LoL..
Everytime I look at
♀Julia^*~, I miss her alot...for *unknown reasons*
Everytime I look at
♀ ♥ Kei Yan^*~, I try to recall the day I first met her. I wish she could tell whatever she had. Being a moody person is not her style anyway :(
Everytime I look at
♀Lee Chin^*~, I hope...but I can't... hehes...
Everytime I look at
♀ ♥ Li Mei^*~, I know; I adore her very much
♥♥♥Everytime I look at
♀May Yen^*~, I adore her :)
Everytime I look at
♀Mei Keit^*~, I'd wish to tell her something... But finally I failed :(
Everytime I look at
♀MiNa^*~, I love her too. Ha-hass,hope to be in the same class again next year :)
Everytime I look at
♀Mun Chingggg^*~, Oh wait... I didn't see you before. Sorry.
Everytime I look at
♀Nicole^*~, I can see a polite girl whom is well-brought up :)
Everytime I look at
♀Sharon^*~, her smile kills people :)
Everytime I look at
♀Siew Qi^*~, I miss her because I have not been seeing her since '07 :(
Everytime I look at
♀Sook Kuan^*~, I felt the sexiness of hers =Xx. Yeaaa, her and her clothes.
Everytime I look at
♀Stefanie^*~, I miss the laughter of us during Form2s. We obviously don't learn that time, but playing most of the time xD!!
Everytime I look at
♀Swee Yeng^*~, I wish to chat non-stop with her :( it has been such a longgggggg time since our laughter be heard together...
Everytime I look at
♀Szu Wah^*~, I know that she can protect everyone including me from her dream guy, Mr.HowCW xD. Hearts her being our WahJie always xD.
Everytime I look at
♀Tee Yen^*~, I want to see her smiley face :)
Everytime I look at
♀Trisha^*~, she is a gorgeous lady I have ever known :) I miss lots of things in the past
Everytime I look at
♀ ♥ ViVi^*~, I couldn't stop saying '48poh' =Xx. I heart her anyway.
Everytime I look at
♀Wai Sin^*~, I see a changed girl into a beautiful lady. However, I'd wish we could be close like how we were last time :)
Everytime I look at
♀Wee Ching^*~, I SMILE.
Everytime I look at
♀Wei Lee^*~, I don't know what to say =Xx, I felt sad for it anyway...
Everytime I look at
♀Xin Li^*~, I recalled something happened in my life. I'm glad that we're still friends :)
Everytime I look at
♀Yean Chi^*~, I wish to greet her :)
Everytime I look at
♀Yen Yi^*~, I wish to hug her xD. She is...awesome~
Everytime I look at
♀YeYe^*~, I don't think I ever know you =.="
Everytime I look at
♀Ying Xing^*~, I wanna tell her not to avoid the touch LOL.
Everytime I look at
♀Yan Yan^*~, I wantwantwant to hang out with her someday :( I miss her too much...
Everytime I look at
♀Yong Wei^*~, I see a baby face looking girl with a super polite manner :)
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Attention to all SMKBBSPians except Form3s n 5s...
Today I went to school...
And found out that our year-end result will be delivered by post.
Or I should say, 'had been delivered' by post :)
You will receive it shortly___perhaps in 2 or 3 days time...
First, you will receive an envelope posted to your house :)

The first piece of paper is our academic result...

And the second one is co-curricular result.
This is what I !#$%^&*() them =X
Coz...I get a grade E for it :(
They didn't put in my club/society's result T_T"
P/S: Don't burn off your result when you receive it please. xD
***
Went to night market after tuition again.
This time, I spent alot =Xx
It's unavoidable xD!!
We reached there too early, I guessed =X
That's why I couldn't have a wider look at my beloved clothes..
Met Mr.Chong TWICE,
and with his blur look, he couldn't see us xD
P/S: I have such big reaction because of you and him xD
"Love overflow" ___*Had this drink in Leo's Cafe =Xx
Monday, November 24, 2008

What mood you're in now?
.:: Boring tuition day *yawn*
Everyone seems sleepy =Xx
Nothing to elaborate bout today here.
Oh did I mention that I stopped hating you?
You made me worried :(
♥♥♥
It falls on Thursday, 27 November 2008.
Both
Twilight and
Bolt will be showing on cinemas =D

Almost everyone is great fans of Twilight. As for me, I haven't finish reading the book yet @_@"and I don't even have time to finish it up LoL. So...I shall watch the movie first =D

And this cute thing
♥♥♥ I wanna watch it badly xDI need a day for movie marathon badly T_T
I have missed my chance to watch a lot of ghost movies in cinema,
because they're all 18PL. And GSC workers never allow me in, I don't know why = =
And I have stressful unavoidable tuition classes for the entire week @_@"
*SiGh*
OmG did I mention that a stalker just called ?
Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.
_.: Tagged by TheNaughtiestGirlOfTheWorld xDQuestion: What is your name? (Please give one answer)诗慧 =.=”
Question: What is your nickname? (Please give two answers)阿鱼~ ;
死鱼 xD
Question: Three books which you often read? (Please give three answers)17,
CLEO,
E-PoP
Question: The things gained from Blogging? (Please give four answers)1... 多了解别人 ;
2... 进步我的英语 ;
3...
浪费多点时间 xD ;
4... 玩少点Friendster =Xx
Question: Your favorite food? (Please give five answers)1...
日本菜 ;
2... 海鲜 xD!! ;
3...
巧克力~ ;
4... 棉花糖 ;
5...
麻辣面Question: Favorite songs? (Please give six answers)1...
被风吹过的夏天 ;
2...
说好的幸福呢 ;
3...
小酒窝 ;
4... 带我走 ;
5... 我还想他 ;
6... 给我一首歌的时间
Question: Places that you wish to go? (Please give seven answers)1... 意大利 ;
2... 西班牙 ;
3... 马尔代夫 ;
4... 韩国 ;
5... 日本 !! ;
6... 普吉岛 ;
7...
书展 ^^
Question: All-time favorite movies, dramas, or animes? (Please give eight answers)1...
无敌珊宝妹2... 溏心風暴之
家好月圓3... 法政先鋒2
4...
珠光宝气5... 微笑Pasta
6...
Madagascar2 !!7... 奖门人
8... 换换爱
Question: Items that you wish to obtain? (Please give nine answers)9个 那么多?我没有那么贪心啦~ 也没有追求些什么。 我只希望能够拥有
美好的结果~ :)
[
No tagging list :) ]
Sunday, November 23, 2008
So yesterday I have learnt about creative writing during English lesson. I couldn’t write a stunning one like Mr. Murugan’s, and mine is nothing compared to a novelist’s. But I am pretty convinced that this not-so-impressive essay could make a difference someday.
♠ ● ♣ ● ♠
Searching for a tune of bittersweet melody, things just seemed starting to rhyme when people are already on the journey of seeking the dreams. Keeping myself awake at this breezy midnight, I can feel the coldness coming from outside, just like the way I am feeling deep in my heart’s core.
A moment of eternal bliss once took my heart away, soared it high, up into the sky but this very moment vanishes into thin puffs of air in just a blink of eyes. Now, your blithe ignorance of my tortured soul causes me running away from my fear of what comes tomorrow, from what the future might hold, and from all the pain I keep inside of me.
Blinded by pride, you failed to see how these eyes have wept before you although now they can weep no more. You have made them once sparkled with life and gaiety, and now you too, made them stared into space, void and empty. Yet, I am still trying to remember when the love you planted turned away from me, when the weather changed from a warm evening breeze to freezing rain.
To Him I pray night by night; hoping all that I did, will you say right.
To Him I ask, mine you forgive; every single wrong, this long I’ve made.

Until this second, I’m still all right. I look into the mirror and see this medium average person. I am average, not stunning, not ugly; do not expect much, am never too disappointed. A little tired, a little sad, but not falling apart.
If thoughts of mine reach yours this night, do bear in mind forever:
I heart you all these times.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Ermmm practically I am introducing you this shop
IF you are not awared of it yet :)
It is just opposite the Leo's cafe in TheStore.
It is my second time of visiting it besides the day for Kang's celebration...
Basically,
it is a family business,
comprises of two adults,
a VictoriaInstitution scholar,
and also a SeriSentosa girl.
*The
cute name xD
And the dishes:::



Today I went there again.
Waitress: What you want?
Dad: Erm this, this and this [pointing at the menu; He ordered 4 sets of whateverchop rice]
Waitress: Ohh okayyy...
*awhile later*
Waitress: Sorry. We have only 3 bowls of here. So...would you mind to change one of the sets into noodles?
Dad: @@"
Waitress: Oh wait. I can buy rice from the opposite shop [referring to Leo's]. Nevermind, you don't have to change your order :/
Dad: Ohh okayy =.="
So this is the service? LoL. Showing that it is indeed a pretty small business @@"
The food is okayyy.
The service is also just okayyy.
But I adore it :) Idon'tknowwhy~
Friday, November 21, 2008
___Picture talk on a day back to my hometown

*Woke up so early in the morning, yet I can pose with a sleepy look xD

*Maii breakfast --- the famous
WanTanMee in my kampung
Then, I visited the
RM2 shop AGAIN,
but too bad this time I couldn't find any Pooh&Friends UNO cards anymore :(

*The
modern grandma [not mine xD] who sells
veges in the market.
The reason I snapped her is arh...
She looks like the
Grandmother in
Madagascar2 xD!!

*Taught her to be on camera xD

Spot the
fruit :)

*Something we couldn't find in KL :)

The insect that doesn't move when I have my camera so close to it xD

*The little escape...
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To the vegetable farm of my grandma's =)
___Our lies now are just more sophisticated; our words to deceive, more eloquent.